Why……
Why is this happening?
I killed so many people already and didn’t feel a thing, so why is my heart throbbing so badly right now from just punching her?
It’s like… I forgot something important….
“You mustn’t hurt Mother!” Its then a voice echoed within his mind, causing the boy to squat down and hold his head in agony.“I am willing to give you forever control of this body provided that you protect Mother! If you dare to hurt her then I will rather destroy my own soul to take you with me!” The echoing voice may be childish, but it’s filled with anger and rage.
“Shut up, you shut up!” The more he said that, the more in pain the kid seems to be in.
“She is our mother, and the most important person in my life. You are right, I am too weak, too weak to protect my mother. It’s the reason I gave you control of my body, its to protect our mother so how can you hurt her?”
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!” He suddenly breaks out into a scream like he’s tearing his heart out.
Then without any indication, he shoots up from the ground and glared at everything in his vicinity.
“I’m going to kill, kill everyone!”
In his heart, there has always been a voice, it told him he must kill everything in this world, only then can he feel safe inside. Therefore, he must not let anyone interfere with his mind!“I said it already, you’re not allowed to hurt Mother!”
Bang!
The little boy quickly rushed at his parents with his body bursting into flame. Despite this fact, he ignored it and continued to move forward with increased vigor.
“Xiachen!!!”
Bai Yan nearly lost her soul watching the self-destructing image of her own son. Pushing her husband aside without a second thought, she rushed forward as well and forcefully pulled the kid into her arms.
If it was a normal flame than this act would’ve been a huge mistake for the woman – she would be severely burned. However, it’s as if the fire had a mind of its own but the hot temperature didn’t harm her one bit, nevertheless it still left her heart thumping with anxiety.
“Xiachen, I know you’re there. You’ve always been there… You killed those people for me, that’s why you gave him control of your body and sealed yourself, right?” Shaking in her hand, Bai Yan’s tears wouldn’t stop trickling out.
The little boy’s body froze over that plea, Why is this embrace so warm? Why is it so nostalgic?
“Xiachen, you have already sacrificed your freedom for me so why are you doing this to yourself? Do you want me to grieve the rest of my life after you die?”
It’s obvious to Bai Yan this burning flame was the result of her own son trying to stop this grudge from hurting her, that’s why he’s burning his own soul as the expense to put an end to this tragedy. After all, a grudge wouldn’t be a grudge if the soul itself was destroyed!
“Listen to me Xiachen, the reason I searched for the celestial fox’s blood is because I didn’t want him to disappear, but I also don’t want your destruction to be the price! You are my child, the baby I bore after ten months! If you are gone then I can’t live either!”
