Now that Iris was engaged to Jin Liwei, the idea of building their own family together started to solidify in her mind. Excitement grew within her at the thought of giving birth to her own child. This was the first time that she thought of wanting to raise her own family. However, it was quickly drowned by anxiety.

Her mothers in her past and present lives weren't exactly loving and nurturing. Iris worried that she wouldn't know how to be a good mother to her own children. Then her brows furrowed, thinking of something.

Jin Liwei saw her expression. He handed Little Jun to Jiang Ying Yue before holding Iris' hand.

"Let's rest in our room first," he suggested. "We had a long flight and we're both tired. We'll join the others again for dinner later. Okay, love?"

She hesitated before nodding.

Ice Cream and Popcorn attempted to follow them, but Dom stopped the kittens and carried them away.

Inside the bedroom suite, the couple changed into more comfortable clothes and lay down on the bed. They cuddled, too exhausted from their long travel to do anything else.

Iris felt sleepy but her earlier thoughts continued to bother her.

"What's on your mind?" Jin Liwei asked, noticing her troubled expression.

She didn't answer right away. "I love you, Liwei. And I'm happy that we're engaged…but…"

"But?"

"All of these talks of marriage and children… Well, I want them too…but I…" She looked directly at his eyes. "I still have lots of things that I want to do. There are so many goals that I have yet to accomplish. I feel like if I marry you now and have children, I won't be able achieve any of my dreams. Liwei, am I being selfish?"

"Yes, you are."

Her eyes widened. She blinked a few times. Then her face fell.

He brushed away a lock of hair from her face and stroked her cheek. "But what's wrong with that? I love you, so go ahead and act selfish with me. Like I told you earlier, we'll marry and have children only when you're ready. And I promise that even when we're married or have children, I won't hinder you from achieving your dreams. I'll support you all the way. Your happiness is my happiness. Fly freely during the day but always come back to me at night. Okay, love?"

Warmth and love filled Iris' heart until she felt like it was going to burst. She hugged and kissed him. "Thank you, darling. I'll also support you whenever you need me."

"En."

Feeling relieved by his assurance, Iris changed the subject. "I think we should let our families know about our engagement."

"Of course. I'll arrange a dinner for our two families."

"Okay."

Hesitating for a few moments, he asked carefully, "When do you want to get married?"

She went quiet.

"I'm not rushing or pressuring you," he said hurriedly. "I just want to have an idea. It's alright if you can't answer right now. We just got engaged after all."

"Hmm… I don't mind registering our marriage now, but I figured that if we're going to marry, I want to be proud and tell everyone. I usually don't give a whit about what others think of me, but there's you now. Despite my little triumphs, I still don't have the best reputation nor my status the same level as yours at the moment."

He frowned. "You don't have to worry about any of that. Who cares what they say?"

"I know but listen. I want to stand beside you proudly. So can you wait for me? I want to achieve more with my own effort and abilities. Then we can marry without any worries."

"As you wish, love," he replied, kissing the tip of her nose. "Your man will wait for you."

A sweet smiled blossomed on her face.

With that, the lovers succumbed to their exhaustion and slept together while embracing. Their hearts grew a little closer and their love a little stronger.

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