I Should Have Just Died
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Time passed naturally, regardless of Alyssa and Seidrick’s embarrassment. And Seidrick stood in front of Alyssa’s bedroom by virtue of a group of people in unity.

Seidrick asked the attendant in a gloomy voice.

“Do you really think this is a good thing to do?”

“It’s okay if it’s not fair. I decided to betray God for a while. God will forgive me enough.”

The royal attendant was a man with an excellent sense of humor.

Without the slightest sense of guilt for his own deceitful act, the servant smiled. Seidrick rubbed the nape of his neck nervously.

In fact, he could have been led into Alyssa’s bedroom by pretending not to know anything. He had a good cause for him.

Seidrick’s cheeks reddened softly.

Even though he was driven by circumstances and lived a life no different from that of a priest, he was also a ‘healthy man,’ so he always had desires. It was more natural if the object of that desire was a loved one. Seidrick let out a long sigh and lifted his head up.

*Kendrick. You said you would watch me. Are you watching this now?”

Standing at the crossroads of choice, he even tried useless resentment.

“Her Majesty is waiting for you.”

Eventually, the forbidden door opened.

The door to Alyssa’s bedroom, which he had never seen before, opened in such a vain way. Seidrick closed his eyes tightly and then opened them.

“Alyssa…….”

As he watched her standing in the middle of the room with a face that didn’t know what to do, his heart was swept away.

While Seidrick hesitated, Alyssa must have been fidgeting the whole time. He was unfamiliar with this kind of thing, but she must have been too. No. Maybe even more for Alyssa.

As soon as Seidrick entered the door, the attendants closed the door.

They were the ones who created the situation, but the ending was left to Seidrick and Alyssa. Alyssa’s eyes were red.

“……I’m sorry.”

Seidrick couldn’t find any words he could say and eventually drew the most familiar words from among it. He looked like he was really sorry as he spoke. If he hadn’t been so ignorant, would the underlings have done such a thing? A sigh filled with laughter ran through his lips.

“What?”

Alyssa tilted her head. This was not a matter for anyone to apologize for. Even if it’s not for them, it’s only the people’s caring hearts that have created this situation. Besides, Seidrick was also involved in the situation.

It was as if the nonsensical remarks had dissolved the tension. Alyssa took a step towards Seidrick.

“I put you in this situation…. Actually, I don’t know what to say now. Alyssa, I’m going to sleep on the couch, so you can think of me like I’m not here. You get a good night’s sleep…..”

“Then Seidrick can sleep on the bed. It’s not me who had a major surgery a while ago; it’s Seidrick. And I’m a little bit stronger than I look….”

Alyssa exclaimed.

As she spoke, she realized one thing—the truth that she didn’t know before because she was so flustered. This situation was artificially created. How could there be no bedroom in the royal castle? Those who received someone’s order put their heart and soul into creating a false play.

It was obvious that it was Dania who gave the order.

Because Dania was closest to Alyssa’s concerns.

And since she was the one who wanted the current situation more than anyone else.

Maybe Dania noticed it earlier than Alyssa. The fact that Alyssa is in love with Seidrick. So, Dania, who has a forward personality, couldn’t stand it and made this situation.

“It wasn’t Seidrick who should be sorry; it was me….”

“Yes?”

“Because my heart was found out….”

Alyssa shut her eyes tightly and shook her head.

“No, Seidrick. Anyway, I’m small, so I’m the one sleeping on the sofa.”

“Alyssa, that’s not right. I’ve served in the Navy, so I’m used to not sleeping on the bed. So it’s right for me to sleep on the sofa. Even if that’s not the case……”

“Seidrick sees me as a noble royal princess. I wasn’t that kind of princess. I must have been worse off than a harassed maid. If I offended the previous queen, I would spend a week locked up in an attic. So I’m more suited to it.”

No, was it something to say with such a smile?

Truly, she doesn’t seem to know what kind of emotion those words evoke in him.