Monster Integration (Web Novel)
chapter-4063

I served myself a dinner and walked toward my usual spot.

I sat down and ate while memories of my family floated around me.

I had been too emotional since the park. So much, so that I didn't work at all and instead just thought, remembering things, laughing, crying.

I finished the dinner, but I stayed watching memories for a while before I simply waved my hand and they disappeared.

I shook my head and got before walking to the kitchen and cleaning the dishes.

With that done, I finally walked into the practice room.

I had reached the absolute limit. I couldn't practice the dance of ukasanavor and talaras constitution, but I could practice the Garsonath transformation.

Since I had practiced it yesterday. I couldn't practice today.

Which is much better than, practicing it weakly, which most people have to do, but forbidden power, had made things easier for me.

With such sessions. It would take a lot less time to practice the method.

Which is good. I need to make progress in at least in something.

I sat down in the center of the practice room. I didn't remove my clothes, nor did I take out some resources. The limit method required nothing of that sort.

The only thing the azure cycle requires is the energies. The vital, the soul, and inheritance. I have to fuse the three and circulate them into a complex cycle. Forming a circle.

At every session, I would create a new circus and fuse it with the one that had created. I will need to do this, till the circle becomes powerful enough to help me break the absolute limit.

It seemed simple enough, but far from it.

With one more deep breath, I closed my eyes and took three energies to begin to merge them together.

Others may face some problems with it, but I didn't.

With the energies merged, I begin to circulate it through the complex path that weaves through my body, soul, core, and energy veins.

It seemed to cover everything.

It is also quite big, the biggest path, I am circulating my energies in.

For a few minutes, there was nothing, but soon, it began to get harder.

I am circulating quite fast. I know my body well, and that was not a problem, but now things begin to change. I felt pressure, that started to slow down the circulation.

The pressure was bearable but increased rapidly. Now, it is slowing down my circulation every second.

A minute and a half passed, and the speed of circulation had become that of the snail.

It is like everything had come together to stop me, and it is.

Every part of me, from body, soul, and veins and other things, is putting their meta-physical weight on the energy.

They are trying to stop me by circulating it. I am fighting myself.

Another minute had passed, and the pressure had become even greater.

So, much I am using every bit of will, I have to push the energy forward, but the more I move, the greater pressure falls on it.

It begins to remind me of supreme combat exercise, but unlike it. There is no pain here.

Just the pressure, like there is a mountain weighing on me, and it is getting heavier with the further, I go in my circulation.

It's getting so hard that I wanted to give up.

Which is kind of strange. Usually, I want to do that when there is pain, but there is not the slightest pain.

Only the weight, that I kind of want the pain; it motivates me. Its weakness is to have pain as motivation, but it works for me in some sick.

So, every second. I have thought of giving up, but I will not.

I want to prove to myself that my progress isn't enslaved by the pain. I could accomplish anything I wanted without the need for the pain.

Minutes passed, and it got harder and harder, but I continued. I pushed the energy, even if it moved at a barely visible pace.

Seeing the speed, it might look like. It had stopped, but it didn't.

If I had stopped, the energy would have dissipated. I need to keep it moving to keep it in this state.

It is taking a massive effort, but I can't back down. If I can't circulate the first circulation, then how I am going to a thousand, with each being more difficult than the last?

So, I pushed and pushed myself, and finally, I reached the end.

Buzz!

A deep buzz rang out, and I felt a pulling sensation from every part of my body. It lasted only for a moment before it ended and now, there is a new thing in me.

There is a circle in my mind's space. It is nearly colorless and looks like it is made from a really thin string.

I smiled tiredly and lay down with a body covered in sweat.

It might not seem much, but I am tired. Every part of me, meta-physical pressure takes an immense toll on the body to the level of tough battle.

To the honest, I rather face a tough battle, but circulate the method every day.

I was so tired that I wanted to sleep, but. I started taking deep breaths before I began to feel slightly good and then closed my eyes.

A moment later, I am at my core in front of a metascan.

"The pressure is much greater than I had thought," I said in shock as looked at the pressure I had been under.

It is a near-breaking point. If it had been even 1% longer, my body would start to collapse. That is far more dangerous than getting seriously injured enough to die.

I shuddered at seeing that.

"You are also recovering faster," stated my clone. Showing me other data.

Seeing it, a smile couldn't help but appear on my face. I am truly recovering faster, which isn't surprising given my abilities.

Hun!

I was looking at it. Quite pleased with it, when suddenly a thought entered my mind.

"Wait," I said, and an even bigger smile lit up on my face.