Start By Becoming A Mangaka
chapter-103

Yuuki and Ishida were looking at Shouko and Sahara who were talking to each other, they looked very harmonious. It was like Sahara had some romance feeling toward Shouko, if that true then he needed to stop her, he couldn't let Shouko become 'yuri.'

"Long time no see."

"Since then, I've been practicing sign language."

"I'm sorry for suddenly go missing."

"I've been worried about you ever since."

"I'm really glad to see you again."

"What a pleasant surprise."

Shouko and Sahara kept talking to each other while ignoring both Yuuki and Ishida. He had enough, he needed to get into the conversation until Sahara touched Shouko's b.r.e.a.s.ts.

'I'll see for a while,' Yuuki had never expected Shouko would hide such big b.r.e.a.s.ts under her table.

"I approve of it," Yuuki said.

"What did you approve?" Ishida looked at him with a strange expression.

"You're still a v.i.r.g.i.n, you don't need to know," Yuuki said.

Ishida grumbled that he didn't expect Yuuki to say he was a v.i.r.g.i.n, and that he felt pretty hurt.

"Which school did you go to?" Sahara asked.

[It's Ousai Private Academy], Shouko said.

Yuuki was pretty interested in this topic, so he tapped her shoulder to face him.

Shouko turned her head and looked at him with a curious gaze.

Yuuki had just remembered Shouko was from Ousai, "Did any pervert bothering you there?" He remembered there was a lot of pervert in that school.

Ishida and Sahara were surprised, 'there is a pervert in Shouko's school!'

Shouko shook her head hurriedly, [No, there is no pervert, everyone is very kind there, especially, Kaichou, she is always helping me along the student council]. She told everyone with sign language.

"Do you have any friend there?" Yuuki asked.

Shouko nodded, [Yes, there is Yui, Mio, Ritsu, and Tsumugi!]

Yuuki felt that name strangely familiar but he didn't think much, he talked with Shouko together with Sahara.

Shara was a pretty chill girl, though she was weak against pressure.

"I'll go to the toilet first," Ishida said.

"I'll follow you," Yuuki said, "Wait for us, okay!"

"Yeah," Sahara said, and Shouko nodded.

Yuuki and Ishida were in the toilet together, they didn't say anything and Ishida felt pretty nervous to be alone with him.

"Why did you try to meet her?" Yuuki asked.

"Ha?" Ishida didn't expect him to ask a question.

"Did you want to feel better after bullying her in elementary school? Do you want her to forgive you or something?" Yuuki asked.

Ishida smiled bitterly at his questions, he knew how unworthy he was to be around Shouko, he had thought to kill himself several times in the past but because of her mom, he couldn't do it.

"I'm sure you've heard my stories from Nishimiya, you're right, I'm a very terrible human, I have no right to live, but at the very least, I don't want to make Nishimya cry anymore," Ishida said.

"Then you don't have to worry that Shouko is in my hand, she will never cry and I will protect her from anything, the problem here is you, Ishida," Yuuki said.

Ishida was startled, "Me? The problem?"

Yuuki said, "Maybe you don't realize but you don't have any trust in everyone besides Nishimiya because you know she is the one who wouldn't betray you."

Ishida couldn't say anything.

Yuuki shook his head, "You actually know that everyone in your elementary school is very terrible, they had bullied her until one of her ears had lost permanently."

"WHAT!" Ishida was surprised.

"Did you feel guilty?" Ishida couldn't say anything in response.

"Everything is fine before she meets you, you know Shouko has always blamed themselves if something happens beside her," Yuuki said.

Ishida couldn't say anything, he didn't know what to say and everything he said was true, it was because of him, everything started because of him. If he didn't appear in front of her if he didn't meet her, if he didn't bully her, if he wasn't alive. He started to blame himself, he thought it was better to die until he heard his voice.

"That's why Ishida, you need to live happily," Yuuki said.

Ishida couldn't believe what he had heard, "Why? Don't you want to beat me? Don't you think I'm better to die?"

Yuuki nodded, "Sure, you're better to die, if Shouko gives me permission, I can make my subordinates drown you in Tokyo Bay."

Ishida opened his eyes wide and couldn't believe it, he was lucky that Shouko didn't hate him.

"But if I do that Shouko will blame herself, which is why you need to live happily," Yuuki said.

"HOW?? EVERYONE IS BETRAYING ME!! DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN WAS EVERYONE LOOKING AT ME IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL? HOW EVERYONE STARTED TO BLAME ME WHEN EVERYTHING IS GOING BAD!! YOU'RE STRONG, HANDSOME, AND RICH, YOU PROBABLY DON'T KNOW ANY..." Before Ishida finished his words, he was being slapped by Yuuki, he was in shocked and touched his cheek, it was f.u.c.k.i.n.g hurt.

"Are you finished with your rambling? Because it's getting old, what are you a sissy? F.u.c.k up with everyone! Who cares about everyone! And f.u.c.k.i.n.g show them that you can live fine without them! Let them live in their guilty feelings forever! Did they hurt you and made you suffer? It's absurd, they're the ones who are hurt and suffer! You're living fine with your happy family, have enough money to eat, and no one forced you to do anything! SHOW THE ONE WHO MAKES YOU SUFFER THAT YOU'RE LIVING HAPPILY RIGHT NOW!!" Yuuki shouted that he couldn't believe he was getting excited, he looked around and realized they had become the center of attention.

After all, it was very strange to see someone suddenly screaming in the toilet.

"WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT? THIS IS NOT CIRCUS YOU F.U.C.KER!!" If a normal person would say sorry and asked for forgiveness but Yuuki was Yakuza, he didn't care about any of that.

Everyone hurriedly scattered away, Yuuki had used his power to erase his video on their handphone, he didn't want to enter the newspaper tomorrow after all.

"Start with the closest person in your life, like your mother, sister, niece, and that mushroom head, you're actually very lucky compared to other people," Yuuki said.

Ishida looked at him with admiration, he knew why Shouko could fall for this guy, no, this man.

"Can I make you my friend?" Ishida unconsciously said.

Yuuki snorted at him, "No way f.u.c.ker!"

Ishida felt deflated, he wanted to hide in the hole.

"But I can make you one of my subordinates first," Yuuki said.

Ishida's eyes lit up and said, "ANIKI!!"

"Tch, hurry up, I'm sure that both Sahara and Shouko are already waiting for us," Yuuki said.

"YES!!" Ishida followed him.

Little did they know that Sahara and Shouko had listened to their conversation all the time.

"Yuuki is a great guy," Sahara said.

"Yeass," Shouko said while blushing.