Si Mobai sat by her bed from dusk till dawn without looking away even for a moment. He just could not get enough of her.
Feng Tianlan slowly woke up. In front of her eyes was Si Mobai's deep and focused gaze. She met him as soon as she woke up and smiled in satisfaction, "Mobai."
"Lan'er..." ,said Si Mobai while stretching out his hand to help her up. Yet, he paused halfway and the joy on his face turned into an anxious look. He was afraid and could not bear to hurt her.
Feng Tianlan saw he paused halfway. So, she propped herself up and asked in confusion, "Mobai, what happened?"
"Huh?" Si Mobai returned to his senses."Why did you freeze out of sudden?" Feng Tianlan reached out to grab his hand, but he quickly held back. Feng Tianlan frowned in confusion. What was going on? She realized something wrong with Si Mobai.
Si Mobai saw her frown and quickly wiped his hand with a smile. He explained, "I went to the bathroom just now and haven't cleaned my hand."
"Hmm? What does this have to do with holding me up?" Feng Tianlan looked at him in confusion.
Seeing her confused look, she appeared so innocent and cute. Si Mobai couldn't help but laugh out loud, "When I go to the bathroom, I had to hold Mobai junior, so I don't want to dirty your hand."
Feng Tianlan was stunned for a moment before she got it. Her slightly pale face suddenly turned red and warm. She lowered her eyes and muttered softly, "Now you're telling me that. Why weren't you afraid in the past?"
In the past, he asked her to help Mobai junior with her fingers. Back then, he wasn't afraid of dirtying her, and..
Si Mobai heard her despite speaking so softly. Looking at her shy face, he couldn't help but laughed, "That's different. That's our intimate...""Hurry up and clean your hands. Don't talk nonsense," replied Feng Tianlan. Without waiting for him to finish, Feng Tianlan blushed and pushed him gently.
Si Mobai frowned and lowered his head to look at Feng Tianlan's hand touching his arm. He felt a piercing pain albeit they did not have direct skin contact. Then, waves after waves of pain spread to his heart. The pain intensified, as if something was pounding and tearing in his heart.
After a while, his face turned pale.
"Mobai, what's wrong?" Feng Tianlan noticed Si Mobai's pale face. She stopped pushing him and asked worriedly.
Si Mobai returned to his senses and turned to look at Feng Tianlan. She looked normal and not in pain. Enduring the intense pain in his heart, he asked, "Lan'er, you collapsed in pain previously. Do you still feel the pain now?"
"No. Perhaps it's gone, but why?" Feng Tianlan looked at him in confusion. When she fainted, the pain was indeed unbearable. But now, she did not feel pain at all.
Hearing her words, Si Mobai felt completely relieved. He couldn't help but hug her in his arms. He cuddled her tight and said, "Lan'er, it's good that you're alright. I won't let anything happen to you."
He sounded gentle and loving, but the pain in his heart became even more intense. Previously, it was tearing kind of pain. Now, it was like countless claws scratching his heart. It was so horrible that he almost groaned in pain.
However, he forcefully suppressed the pain so that he would not make any noise.. He did not want her to know and worry of him.
